Dusting off...

Depression is hard. Its not something you snap out of. Somedays, you are better, then someone looks at you wrong, and WHAM your back in your hole.

Ive been hiding, and telling myself that im fine... and I know that I have better days then some.

I miss talking to my knitting friends, I miss their humor. I miss having inside jokes and I miss just being human.

I have found my self maturing, changing, finding new hobbies (Walking Marathons...holy shit) It has helped me find a new voice in my KoR story, I have decided to reconnect with friends from UU. I realized that I was missing something big, something awesome.

I NEEDED to put myself back in to things.

So here I am. Back as Jayne. No longer hiding.